Monday, July 26, 2010

Chapter 8: December 2009


Oh, my December, a month of love and thanks.
Children caroled outside the gate.
All were happy for the season to came,
But I left alone without any excitement.

All I wanted was to have a rest
From all the pain and hurt.
And to those that I had hurt and played
--I should stop and changed.

And oh my December would end,
But what was this? You were here again.
You had decided yourself to share the next years with me,
You wanted this game to be a serious relationship.



December 27, 2009, the marked date for us.
No more flings in both sides.
We vowed to be honest, to be loyal and to be open.
But to change myself was so hard,
And you still offer yourself for my start.

I wasn’t sure of what I entered.
Was I fooling myself with a new lover?
Fear, it was the one that stopped me.
Strength, it was the one I lacked.

I will be patient and understanding,
You said with full of confidence.
Just hold on to me and everything will be okay.

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