Day 11: Misunderstanding

I

In the long run together,

Things seem so different, I wonder.

I wonder what he’s up to, how is he?

Is this what school break could bring?

II

Everything is fine, everything is good.

Everything is light, until the shadows throw.

I wonder why I have this doubt,

This night brings different, why?

III

We argued, we fight,

But I am afraid to lose him, I won’t.

And whatever bad thoughts I had, I throw it all.

I’ll make it to the point that we are okay as night falls.

IV

She’s mad, and I remained silent.

She’s crying, and I’ve nothing to say but sorry.

I love her so much; I don’t want it this way.

I’ll accept all her madness, but assure that she’s still in my arms as I wake.

V

And this misunderstanding happens several times,

Several times that I couldn’t understand his side.

But I still did my best to understand for I love him so,

I tried this long patience without further a due.

VI

Things had little changes.

Change that will grow its weight.

This little misunderstanding seems unreasonable,

But I love her; I had to fix it all.

* And from our misunderstanding, things suddenly changed, yet I tried to understand you. I tried not to open break up with you. I did my best not to think and ask for space. I did all I can just to have you and never leave me. If you just only know what I feel inside. But what did you do? You did all the things I am afraid to happen. You created a nightmare and I wonder why. I didn’t do anything against you, not even to think about it. I love you, with all I have, but you throw it all away. You keep some but those are few of what I gave.