Day 13: Stupidity

I

Goodbyes have been spread away,

But it won’t be a farewell of everything.

I won’t let you get out of my sight.

You could let go of my hand but never my heart.

II

Goodbyes have been fly away,

But not our friendship; on where we begin.

I don’t want to see you walk away,

Stay, I promise everything will be okay.

III

Even though I am not now your world,

Even though you didn’t keep your words,

Even though it is so hard to move on,

I can’t get out of you, I have to control.

IV

Sorry but things are different.

I choose her even though it’s hard, it hurts.

Stupidity; It is what dominates me.

I am stupid because I hurt and leave you this way.

 V

If I choose to stay, stupidity reigns.

And I am stupid for I accept what you offer.

You offer me friendship, and bring it back in place

Even though I don’t know where to start, and what should I throw away.

VI

Let’s act this way; that everything does not change.

Let’s act and pretend that nothing happened

Let’s act and be stupid of what is not real.

It’s better than to face the truth and got bitter.

VII

I pretend a smile, a laugh and a presence.

I act what you did and not to be affected.

Stupid, I am very stupid.

But I can’t do anything but to move on and accept.

*I choose to be stupid, and fool myself. I choose to be stupid and think that everything is the same. I choose to be stupid and hide all this cries. All this tears that left my heart dry. But my stupidity brings more wound in me. It worsens all this bad memories, it worsens the situation, and this pain grows and grows.